Suicide must be the worst sin to ever commit, because we cannot repent for it. Am I wrong here or is this correct? Maybe one of our Christian members like Anastasia can elaborate? Serial killers, such as Jeffrey Dahmer who ate most of his victims and Edmund Kemper who killed and then raped his own mother, then went on to kill six other women, get forced to repent in jail and those on death row get to repent just before they go to the chair. Paedophiles, rapists, violent bullies that control their wives for entire lifetimes and kidnappers all get a chance to repent and usually do in jail. So effectively, they get to Heaven when they die for dying pure by repenting their sins. But those that are troubled by death of family members and mental illness who commit suicide to escape the pain don't get a chance to repent the sin of taking their own life, so they get thrown into the lake of fire? Is suicide the ultimate sin according to Christianity?