So tired I could scream!

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by meeko1004, May 15, 2011.

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  1. meeko1004

    meeko1004 Well-Known Member

    I am so furious right now and I'm not sure I even know why.
    I feel like I could just tear this whole place apart.
    I am so angry and just want to scream bloody murder and cut off all my hair.

    I am so tired. so tired of everything. so tired of everyone. just so fricking tired of being kept in a place where I dont wanna be.

    I imagine this is how burn victims feel like - when your skin is all raw and red and all cut up and wrong, and everything touching it irritates the hell out of you, so you just feel like there is nothing more to you than this undirected fury and rage.

    I can't stay and fight when all I want to do is xxxxxxxx and be done with this.

    I'm tired of playing this game. It stopped being fun a long time ago.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I am so sorry...it sounds awful...is there something specific that set this off, or is this battle fatique? I have felt this many times, screaming so forcefully that no sound comes out...please PM me if you would want a compassionate comrad in the battle...J
     
  3. meeko1004

    meeko1004 Well-Known Member

    I don't know.
    I think the worst part about all this is that nothing makes sense.
    There are no triggers - or at least that i can make out in this fog.

    I don't know what I'm fighting - and that becomes more exhausting than anything else.
     
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