I seem to keep screwing up by trusting others and then having them hurt me, or having something BACKFIRE in my face. I'm so sick of this life. And please don't tell me about a "loving God". There is no loving God. In fact I HATE the Bible God. >:[ (Not Jesus, mind you, just the Bible God Jesus was not the Son of God). If he was so loving, then BULLSHIT wouldn't happen in the World. Done with organized religion. Why am I here? I did not ask to be born.:sad: P.S. In fact, if God were a person and real, I'd ignore him as I am doing now.