I had to quit my job at a small nonprofit almost four months ago because of a massive depressive episode. I can't find work again. Can't support my kids or my dogs. All my friends have left me. Been on so many meds but they never work. Seeing both a psychiatrist and a therapist and nothing works. I can't seem to climb out of this hole. Not sleeping anymore and haven't been for a couple weeks. Feeling like the end is near and I don't want to let down my kids.