I have since -83 been in a car acccident with back injuries and 4 years later a konstant neck pain and a huge headache that i cant get rid of. The job i am at for the moment have made me disabled for life due to damage on both shoulders, both elbows, both vrists and my right knee. As the puncline goes on i got a divorce on my head to. And she is even spending her life with another intruder. I do hate and despice her for that, she does all this when i need her the most inmy misserable life, gee thanks lady! I just dont get it why i trusted her and protected and loved her so hard and i still do but i guess when it comes to the act off being evil and thief and coldharded perons she is the leading one. Oh yeah, even the doctors tells me that they cant help me ether, dont ask why! To many damages perhaps, i dont know and i sure dont care anymore. Gee what a freaking life a man can have. I have a 14 year old son that sees how i feel for each day and it its getting worse by the day, he is rebeling against it all but he must deal with it sooner or later because i have made my decitions about whats worth to live 4 or not. Just to wake up in the morning makes me sick, i dont want to wake up at all. I am really sorry to see that there are so many people out there who wants to take their lifes to, may god be with them.