Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mel999, Nov 23, 2013.
I just want to close my eyes and never wake up again. Exhausted from the struggle.
I feel the exact same way. I go to be every night hoping that I don't wake up. I wake up every morning disappointed and in tears that I made it through the night. I feel tremendous guilt because there are so many people in this world struggling for life - I would gladly give them mine if I could. Do you want to chat about what's going on?
Hi Widgette. I cried too when I woke up this morning. The only time I feel peace is when I close my eyes to sleep. No one can hurt you when you're asleep. Right?
I agree. I barely sleep and that's the problem too. I wake up with sinking depression throughout the night. I have a 4 month old baby so I am not able to sleep as much as I believe I should be. But he is amazing and I would rather risk feeling the way I'm feeling to wake up with him throughout the night and see him smile at me.
Congratulations on your bundle of joy. 4 month old babies can be hard work, but worth it.