I'm 34 and I'm just tired of life. I have very successfully isolated myself from everybody and now start to realise I picked a husband that leaves me to my own devices as well. I had a laparoscopy on Monday. I've been booked off for the week. I feel like nobody cares that I'm in pain. I really just don't want to deal with life anymore. I just want it to stop. Going to bed. Hope you Guys have a better day than me.