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So tired...

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xan

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...of waking with something that might make me smile for the first time in months just to fall asleep crying, of drudging through everyday watching everyone else living out their happy, normal lives. I'm tried of watching my work build up because I have no motivation to do it anymore. I'm fed up with feeling so alone when there are so many people around me. I'm pissed off at my emotions eating away inside of me and anything i try to do to them just being like rubbing salt in the wounds. I wish I would go that bit further sometimes, just let my grip slip, fall and not return, I hate living in a state where living seems like an unreasonable option but then so does suicide. I hate all of this...
 

Terry

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Know the feeling so well, could have written it myself.

At least there's always us mad lot to talk to.
 
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