I can't live like this. I have literally had enough. I'm so, so tired of trying to get through every bloody day. I have my girlfriend, she lights up my life, but I live with people who loathe me and I don't know what to do any more. My friends are minimal and would dump me in a heartbeat, my family are the ones who loathe me... and god, I love my girl so badly it hurts, and it would destroy her if I died, but I just can't live like this and I don't know what to do any more. My family are my world, I adore them, but they hurt me in so many ways and I can't, I just can't do this any more. Please help.