I will just say that right now if I had a weapon it could be tempting. Yesterday, I felt pretty ‘good’ and somewhat hopeful. What the hell? How does one ’live’ like this? I just wish somehow someway I would go naturally and be put out of this misery. I cannot kill myself for a number of reasons...I fear I will mess that up and then will Be even more embarrassed and ashamed, I will devastate my family and I will go to hell.
I am doing erp which includes imaginal exposures....and the exposures are pure hell.
question...how the heck does anyone continue on like this?
I am doing erp which includes imaginal exposures....and the exposures are pure hell.
question...how the heck does anyone continue on like this?