I am so upset and all i do is try and help my family out because i actually have a heart.
well DHS was called on mary ( my brothers wife ) and the person who called did so anon. and said that mary was doing drugs and that she was giving it to sav. well the DHS worker came out and did a drug test on mary and sav. mary had a lot of drugs in her system, meth, crack, marjunia, etc. sav had 2 in her system, dont know what all sav had in her system. well they tell them to have the trailer fixed and they will re test in 2 weeks. well that retest comes up this friday. anyhow sav new boyfriend has a truck and he has to jump start it up so he had backed up to the trailer in the back that we have not yet had a chance to fix or hook it up to load up the plywood i had bought for the trailer to fix it up and i let chris get a few sheets of the plywood, well he starts to start the truck up and forgot it was in reverse so he when he starts it up it jumps backwords and knocks the front door back and into the trailer plus knocks the blocks loose from under it ( and we had just paid a guy 1800 dollars to set it up and tie it down ) well he tells me he will fix it by friday. well i belive him and trust him, friday comes and it is not fixed, well we go up there saturday and get the door fixed where it will at least open, then the guy ( his name is frank ) wel he comes up on my porch and tells me he is going to go fix it the door and all sunday so i tell him i fixed the door and that he just needs to fix the blocks so he says he will cause he has a jack. well he dont so this evening he comes over and i walk over and ask him if he fixed the trailer and he said no so i then say well can you have it fixed by 48 hours, then sav. starts running her mouth and jumping on me about it. i mean the guy done it but yet she curses me out so i start back to the house and she slams the trailer door ( so chris just had fixed the door so i tell her not to be slaming the door and she says well its our ..... door. so on that smart remark i say in return its my ........ land and walk back over. as i am walking back she starts saying that i am just mad because they didn't help me out with food again this month $100 dollars worth. she thinks i am mad. i am not mad. i am more hurt and upset then mad because i help them out so dang much. the lights is still in my name that they are using. they are using my well water, they are having a roof over their head and would be hurting if it wasnt for me. i mean i went into debt for them, gave them 40 dollars yesterday so they could buy food. well anyhow sav and her friend frank leave and then go and tell mary and chris that i said they had to get out by tonight. which i never said, well mary comes in and they are sitting out in the car so i just go out and talk to her and chris and then find out they tell me sav said they had to get out ASAP etc. mary said shes tired of all the drama i mean geese all i did was ask the guy to fix what he torn up by a simple accident and i got jumped on...
i am so upset and hurt right now. all i do is try to help and i get hurt. i guess i just got too much dang soft heart. i am crying so dang much right now. i just want to go asleep and never wake up. and i even said prayers for sav. she is just 17 and my niece and i love her and now she is mad at me because all i did was ask her friend to fix something he did and said he would fix it back because it was an accident. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up ever again
well DHS was called on mary ( my brothers wife ) and the person who called did so anon. and said that mary was doing drugs and that she was giving it to sav. well the DHS worker came out and did a drug test on mary and sav. mary had a lot of drugs in her system, meth, crack, marjunia, etc. sav had 2 in her system, dont know what all sav had in her system. well they tell them to have the trailer fixed and they will re test in 2 weeks. well that retest comes up this friday. anyhow sav new boyfriend has a truck and he has to jump start it up so he had backed up to the trailer in the back that we have not yet had a chance to fix or hook it up to load up the plywood i had bought for the trailer to fix it up and i let chris get a few sheets of the plywood, well he starts to start the truck up and forgot it was in reverse so he when he starts it up it jumps backwords and knocks the front door back and into the trailer plus knocks the blocks loose from under it ( and we had just paid a guy 1800 dollars to set it up and tie it down ) well he tells me he will fix it by friday. well i belive him and trust him, friday comes and it is not fixed, well we go up there saturday and get the door fixed where it will at least open, then the guy ( his name is frank ) wel he comes up on my porch and tells me he is going to go fix it the door and all sunday so i tell him i fixed the door and that he just needs to fix the blocks so he says he will cause he has a jack. well he dont so this evening he comes over and i walk over and ask him if he fixed the trailer and he said no so i then say well can you have it fixed by 48 hours, then sav. starts running her mouth and jumping on me about it. i mean the guy done it but yet she curses me out so i start back to the house and she slams the trailer door ( so chris just had fixed the door so i tell her not to be slaming the door and she says well its our ..... door. so on that smart remark i say in return its my ........ land and walk back over. as i am walking back she starts saying that i am just mad because they didn't help me out with food again this month $100 dollars worth. she thinks i am mad. i am not mad. i am more hurt and upset then mad because i help them out so dang much. the lights is still in my name that they are using. they are using my well water, they are having a roof over their head and would be hurting if it wasnt for me. i mean i went into debt for them, gave them 40 dollars yesterday so they could buy food. well anyhow sav and her friend frank leave and then go and tell mary and chris that i said they had to get out by tonight. which i never said, well mary comes in and they are sitting out in the car so i just go out and talk to her and chris and then find out they tell me sav said they had to get out ASAP etc. mary said shes tired of all the drama i mean geese all i did was ask the guy to fix what he torn up by a simple accident and i got jumped on...
i am so upset and hurt right now. all i do is try to help and i get hurt. i guess i just got too much dang soft heart. i am crying so dang much right now. i just want to go asleep and never wake up. and i even said prayers for sav. she is just 17 and my niece and i love her and now she is mad at me because all i did was ask her friend to fix something he did and said he would fix it back because it was an accident. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up ever again