I have an autoimmune disease too actually, extra pain isnt it
that's one thing I didn't have years ago but now do so have more reason to be stressed if my mental health is bad, I can end up triggering my disease to make me severely ill too. You can make it through, it is so hard I know, but it's not impossible. I'm not quite in the same scenario at the moment but I also feel like I dont know how I'm supposed to make it through this part of life, we have to keep going somehow