I've been told that I have an ED, to be honest I don't believe it. I do starve myself, and when I eat I'm sick, but I don't have to make myself sick anymore. The problem is when I eat my stomach cramps up, I get alot of heartburn and my jaw hurts when I eat solids. I won't eat more then 1000 calories a day, I usually try to have 500 and no more, I have lost weight and people are saying it. I don't want to eat though, what I do, I feel like I'm putting posion into me. The counsellor I'm seeing at the moment thinks I'm bulimic, but don't bulimics eat loads, binge on food? I don't do that, i don't binge so I can't be bulimic. I'm not underweight so I'm not aneroix (sp) I just don't like food, and food doesn't like me.