Ok...let me see if I can word this properly...we are all here for the same reason....to find support because of what the pain and suffering that trauma or guilt or shame has done to us or perhaps it is a chemical imbalance. Some have been hospitalized...some, like me, have tried every medication and therapy on God’s green earth. But really what it comes down to Is resolving the root issue...unless of course it is truly a chemical imbalance...which in my case it is not...it’s situational.
So, I guess my question is....how does one just keep doing...does the root issue ever get resolved where you learn to live with it and ‘exist’? What keeps someone from saying ‘I have had enough’? is it the sheer desire to keep living or as in my case (Though I do want to keep living just not like this), is it the fear of death and going to hell or what it would do to my family...the pure devastation of what suicide does to loved ones.
Thank you all...
So, I guess my question is....how does one just keep doing...does the root issue ever get resolved where you learn to live with it and ‘exist’? What keeps someone from saying ‘I have had enough’? is it the sheer desire to keep living or as in my case (Though I do want to keep living just not like this), is it the fear of death and going to hell or what it would do to my family...the pure devastation of what suicide does to loved ones.
Thank you all...