Well I've learned through the years of my young life that once you've done all you wanted that there doesn't seem to be a point in doing anything else, especially if the reason is idiotic. I'm 17, but I feel 30. I've payed bills, i have a job. Life isn't hard, it's casual and easy. I've had major accidents, and done self harm in my past. I say i feel 30 because i just don't know what else i should do. people tell me to find religion to seek a new adventure in my life. Yet they know i will never believe in religion until i see the deity for myself.I Believe from seeing and doing. My major question is now what? I've never been sex crazy, what do we as human beings do once we've achieved the goals in our lives? every time i set a new goal i get it easily. Ive even set hard goals like saving money to a certain point and that was simple. At times i say depression made me weaker, but as i look back on my past, it's done nothing but make me stronger. So what now?:mellow: ~Joe.