I recently finished the school year and at first I was relieved but now I realise that all I plan on doing for the summer is stay at home and not talk to anyone. Also, I'll just have to go back to school next year and again and again. After that I can only see myself getting a late night job that doesnt involve talking to anyone. But at the same time I want freinds but I'm afraid of making any. I'm hopeless, I dont even know why I keep going.