Not sure where I'm going with this... but if one's life isn't turning out like it should, then why bother going through the day in and day out chores in pain? I do think that people under, say 25, should hold on and at least give it shot before going down under. My life has been a waste of time.. what I hate about myself is that I am a coward to live, and a coward to take my life... I hold onto the lie thinking one day something I will change... but I never do... so I live hiding from life, insecure, just enough confidence to hold low paying jobs, no self esteem.. never in a meaningfull relationship... so what's the point? I envy those who can do it.