I'm worried about so many people right now. I guess at times that it's all that keeps me human. But right now, it's just too overwhelming. Letting it out might just help a little I guess, so here goes... I know things aren't right for you right now, please don't pretend that they are. You worry me less when you tell me these things. Did I ever tell you about Julia? Things were bad for her too, then suddenly she started acting like the world was okay. She had me fooled. She died two weeks later. And that's why you worry me sometimes, cos you just start acting like everything's okay. And I can't stand the idea of loosing you. You mean too much to too many people. You mean too much to me :hug: And if you don't believe that then you really are a muppet :tongue: I wish you weren't so stressed right now. And I hate seeing you so hurt. Yes, us women are as confusing as sin, and love hurts like nothing else, but give it time - it'll resolve itself one way or another. I woke up this morning and realised that, even tho I care for him greatly, I don't love my ex any more. It's taken me over a year. Even if it takes you 10 years for this to sort itself out one way or another, I will be there for you through this, even if all I can do is scare away the scary women for you. I won't leave you to deal with this alone, so don't you dare leave me either :cheekkiss I'm worried about whether you can deal with all this. I know you miss her so much, and I'm scared that there's nothing I can do to ease that, even by just the smallest bit. Please don't be afraid to come to me. I want to help you through this the best I can. I know that it's not much, but I'm here to listen anytime. And I really mean that :rose: I miss you, I really do. I so hope you're okay. Out of everyone I'm worried about, you're the one who's safest right now, but even knowing that hasn't made it any easier, on any of us. Is it selfish of us to want you back, when you're getting so much help now? It feels so weird without you here :unsure: I wish you were here. Are you telling anyone how you feel anymore? And I don't mean that evil therapist of yours, that doesn't count, I'm not sure she even counts as human :dry: If you read this, please don't be afraid to come to me for help, I'm always here for you. :missyou: I know you're naturally quiet, so when you told m how down you were the other day, it was a shock. But you haven't said anything about it since, and I'm worried. Did you believe a word we said to you? You deserve her so much, as she does you, do you believe that or are you just holding these feelings in again? What can I do to help you through this if you won't tell me? :mellow: I really hope you're happy, but please don't take on too much at once - you're juggling so much right now that I know I wouldn't be able to cope. If you need me, I'm here, really :flowers: To top it all off, I'm worried about me too. The mood swings are getting horrendous. I have to see the doctor about some stuff today, and I'm dreading that it might be the nasty doctor who's in today. PS: I'm not telling anyone who any of these are aimed at, so don't ask. PSS: There are more people than this, but I can't get everything into order to explain everything.