I decided on my own free will to come here. I have been cutting my self for about a month now. I haven't told anyone but my closet friend and my boyfriend. My reasons are family problems and probably just my self esteem. I wish I could just stop. I notice how it hurts people, especially my boyfriend. My friend slapped me when she saw them... Any help? I just want to stop this.... but it numbs me. Its like I can't stop crying until I do it again.