I know I've posted on here before, actually not too long ago, but I kinda needed some advice. I've tried suicide before, and I had another plan that I was really going to execute not too long ago, but a couple of things changed in life so I'm pretty much just holding on and waiting right now to see how things go. But I will say- I really really do think about it. Almost all the time. I don't really tell anyone A) Because there's no one really to tell and B) because I'm too afraid of someone calling the cops or something and being put in the hospital again, and I can't afford that right now. On another note as well I think that I'm sorta slowly becoming addicted to a few things. I've always drank in the past, but for the past 6 or 7 weekends in a row I've been getting drunk and doing really dangerous stuff. I've gotten high a few of those weekends, but not really too bad. I'm still working and still in school, straight A's, but where I'm in school my part-time job isn't making enough money to pay the bills and I'm thinking about quitting school so I can go get a full time job again like I had before. I just really don't know what to do with life anymore. A lotta things are going great but it just feels like some stuff is just stuck there and I don't know what to do with it right now. Anyway, any advice would be appreciated. Thanks ahead.