It is hard for me to approach someone looking for work. maybe because i'm afraid of being rejected. But i find myself speaking very fast and incoherently when talking to someone with authority. In school, i mingle well with other students and teachers and seem completely normal to them. But in the work environment my speeches become slurred. I don't know what this disorder is but I really do feel anxious when looking for a job.... to the point that i don't even want to talk about it and keep lying to others and to myself that i will look for one tomorrow. It is killing me! Even though I talk a lot of idiotic crap with other students, i usually find a way to end the conversation, or don't talk at all once the other person stops talking (thank god). Anyway, i'm thinking this inability to become a socialite is effecting my behaviour in a work environment. what do you think? sorry if the paragraph doesn't seem to make any sense; i'm not thinking well tonight.