Social Anxiety

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Lucie, Jan 14, 2007.

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  1. Lucie

    Lucie Well-Known Member

    Public place
    heart flutters
    how do I look?
    I bet I look ugly
    all eyes upon me
    watching me
    judging me
    laughing at me
    everyone around
    talking load
    I can't think what to say
    I feel left out
    sweat beads roll
    hands tremble
    voice shaky
    stop looking at me!
    throat tightens
    tears well
    no you can't cry!
    do you want to draw more attention?!
    swallow hard
    hold it back
    on second thoughts..
    just go home
    this is too much
     
  2. Shauna Lea

    Shauna Lea Staff Alumni

    i know excatly how that feels huni! i used to have social phobia myself, but i got over it and u can too!
    beautiful poem! :biggrin:
     
  3. Lucie

    Lucie Well-Known Member

    Thx, I wish I could :(
     
  4. BrokenPieces

    BrokenPieces Well-Known Member

    well i know how this feels all too well..

    BP
     
  5. Lonz

    Lonz Active Member

    When I was in my 20's I was soooo social phobic, I couldn't comprehend ever not being so. But, you can. I guess I did it 1 instance of courage at a time, till nothing's left of it.

    Lonz
     
  6. Smashed-Up-Sanity

    Smashed-Up-Sanity Well-Known Member

    thats really good... i can relate, but i dont think i have social anxiety do i??
     
  7. michaelm

    michaelm Member

    Hi this is my first proper post, I can totally relate to your poem < Mod Edit > it's a horrible feeling. I've had SA since I was about 12 - I didn't know what it was until last year, i just thought I was weird (as did my family and friends)! now I know other people feel the same. :sad: It's been part of my life for so long I don't think I'll ever get 'over' it, but i don't mind cos i don't know anything different!!
     
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