Ive always been shy, but I still use to have friends. Once I turned 18 and moved, I just cant seem to make friends. I dont fear them, because I work with them at work... but I just dont see the point in being friends. I would then have to trust them. I would then have to do things with them. I want the bound that comes from a relationship, but I dont want the trust and activities. Its lead me into an internet addiction, as my only friends in life are through online communities, and live far away. I like knowing about their lives, I like helping, and talking to them. But theres no trust. I dont go into their homes, I dont set next to them, I dont meet their families. This online friendship is what I want though, but I regret it also. Ive tried in the past to kick the online addiction, and move into reality with real people. But I just cant seem to do it. which makes me frustrated and I bring it online. If I mix the two, to quit coming online, I have nothing.