So - my family and caretakers want me on social security cause I can't take care of myself anymore - the meds and everything not to mention my paranoia/depression and psychosis - court deemed me unable to take care of myself. I am in financial ruin, and social security is the only way I can stop from being homeless. Anyone have any advice? Note: Bankruptcy won't work, because I'm in debt to the government and my loans persist through bankruptcy. They say so many horrible but true things about me - like I can't get out of my room - I don't bathe (don't really care 'bout it, fuck what everyone else thinks) - can't stop thinking about suicide (always been on my mind since I was a little boy) - don't get happy from the pills they give me. Stopped drinking finally - put me on meds that make me puke up if I drink. Feeling down in the pits as always - have an appointment tomorrow with independent living services to get me a place to live (being too much of a burden on family). Life really sucks, ya know - just wish there was a solution to it all that wasn't so difficult.