do you go through extremes where you feel incredibly dull/vapid to exceptionally profound at times? My mind is like a total blank most of the time. I can barely speak a sentence in my mind or picture a simple object yet I can speak with exceptional coherence at times and have very profound thoughts and motivation with things that just come to me seemingly randomly (mainly things that serve in my own interest) I guess Dostoevsky's idiot was the same way. Exceptionally insightful yet mentally retarded in all other regards. I feel like an animal. blank empty mind and 0 emotion all the time. automatically display profound coherence and aptitude when something benefits me. I guess sociopaths are generally good at not looking like sociopaths so I couldn't possibly be one. I would like to know what's wrong with me though.