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Some Burst of emotions

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Acetaminophen

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This is a senseless thread i tell ya, i just wanted to have it written somewhere
it's just some few things . . (very simple ones) that bother me alot
I'm not suicidal . . yet . . but like they say, nipping the bud is best . .

i just need to get this out of me . .


to summarize these are my key points:

1. I failed my parents (I took a detour in career towards zoology) . Big mess!!

2. I'm lying to myself thinking i could ever live without the help of others, i just became such the ultimate asshole to people who actually cared for me . .
now . . amends are too late . . damage is done

3. I'm too paranoid with people's deception that i no longer can trust . . any1

4. The worst is, i realize all these but i don't have the balls to redeem myself
for some reason, I don't see my significance to other people.
. . it's pointless, people think about you less than what u percieve . .


i know this isn't the worst that can happen, but well . . for those who've read this far, you've wasted you time, and i need not elaborate on every keypoint, i hate dramas . . ^^
 
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