Hi all, please excuse the rambling, babbling nature of how i think this post is going to turn out. Ok, suppose you realize you're beyond the point of no return... (Actually, are any of you like that now?) I'm pretty sure that I am. Is there any point in doing anything at all? Like, you know, all I'm doing now us laying on the couch doing nothing all day. Would it be better to just get it over with? I mean, every day is just a little worse than the previous one. I've read in a number of places that once people have reached the decision that they feel relieved and somewhat happier. Like, I've seen some quote more than a few times that says something about "live like it's your last day one earth...blah blah blah" like you're supposed to be living it up or something. I don't get it. I sure don't feel like that at all. I really really really don't want to go through with it, but out of the available options, it seems the most logical one. The thing is, I'm doing this out of kindness and love for self. It seems like the most compassionate resolution I can come up with. I simply can't handle this much depression. PS. Do you guys/gals think I should start putting my stuff on storage?