I'm not really doing too good right now, for the past five years I've been really depressed but everyone I know just passes it off as me going through an 'emo phase' or something and I never really get any help. It's been getting much worse lately as I haven't gotten much sleep in the past few months and my only friend stopped talking to me a year ago. So now because it's one of the only options I have left I want to try some medicine, or at least a natural remedy that might help me feel a little better cause I'm seriously ready to try anything if it means I can get some form of happiness. I tried adding a lot of sugar to my drinks or drinking energy drinks for happiness but I just ended up getting even less sleep than I normally do. I really don't want to end up in a position where I'm contemplating suicide again because it's really scary and my first two attempts were a failure.