I wanna "let this all out" in the "let it all out" section because this been bothering me for some time. This is just one reason why I will never reproduce I don't think anyone will deny the bad outweighs the good in this world. Everytime I read a news site I see someone has robbed a bank, shot their homie, raped an innocent woman, pick pocketed a civilian and used his/her credit cards to buy crap with. Just log onto any impartial local news site and read the headlines, the bad outweighs the good by an incredible margin. Why would I wanna bring a child into this shit? A couple of years ago a lover I was having regular sex with fell pregnant, but she ended up having an abortion. I told her at the time that I'd support her through any decision she makes, but looking back on it, man that was a close shave!! Who'd wanna be the reason to bring another life into the shit that is Earth? I've given up having meaningless, no strings attached sex with people I barely know these days as I prepare for my suicide.... a suicide that Christians assure me will lead to my burning in the lake of fire for all eternity. Cheah right.... like life is any better. So there's no point in going for the snip, but if I planned to live I'd book an immediate appointment because I think the very worst thing a human being can do is reproduce.... unless you live in some crime free paradise that I doubt exists. Crime effects practically every human being on the planet and it fucks the victims of the serious cases up immensely. You never get over the humiliation of being robbed at gunpoint and I'm willing to bet you never get over the humiliation of being raped. It stays with you for life... and for what? A few dollars/pounds? A bit of sexual gratification that you can easily achieve with your hand? There is absolutely no excuse for crime. Poverty? Weak excuse! There's always somewhere that'll employ you if you don't walk into the interview acting like a thug. I admit I worry about crime more than the average human being does, but this isn't what life is supposed to be about.... looking over your shoulder to see if that unruly gang of teenagers are getting closer. Most breeders reproduce and don't seem to care how their offspring turns out these days. They don't teach their kids that gunning someone down over something minor effects the whole family of the victim.... for life! Why do breeders do it? Why reproduce when all that awaits the children is a bad world where it's kill or be killed? Dog eat dog? I don't expect an answer to those questions because none of it makes sense. Criminals seem to be rewarded too... not always, but one case is too many. How many killers have gone unpunished? The Zodiac killer was never caught, maybe he's lying back somewhere sipping champaign while the families of all his victims are suffering. Women throw themselves at criminals all the time, drug barrons rewarded with girl after girl after girl while good guys with shy personalities who abide by the law fully, who would give anything for just one girl to look in their direction, get nothing. This world is the most fucked up place imaginable and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. The End.