Been here and seen the messages saying they're in a similar situation, I've done that too myself but can we really share pain? I know I'm contradicting myself but I'm beginning to doubt. I don't think anyone can know your pain unless they can somehow be inside your body and access your thoughts. We can only share pain to a certain degree but at the end of it, Its you alone by yourself. I'm always stuck in that grey area between death and courage to kill myself which tears me apart bit by bit everyday. Its just pushing me closer. If sharing your pain helps PLEASE tell me how??? be as descriptive as possible. I really have tried. Really hard and I'm giving up. I'm loosing this battle. I feel like I'm constantly drowning. I have no friends, no spouse, no children so nothing much holding me back.