I tried to stop a young girl who I didn't know from killing herself. This was three months ago. I'm still struggling. Anyone else experience this? She killed herself right in front of me. I still feel the pain and anxiety of those moments when I tried to get her to stop. I tried to get her< edit mod method> but I couldn't help her. Has anyone witnessed a stranger suicide? Tried to stop it from happening and was unable to do that? Please someone respond. I don't understand why I was the one who stopped and begged her not to jump. I don't understand why I am feeling the way I am. I feel like running away from my husband and kids. I feel like I want to leave my husband. Sometimes I want to jump off the bridge. I feel like something in my life needs to change. I feel like I don't know who I am anymore.