i am writing this from my phone. my god i hope this works. i am tired of being scared all the tme. i am tired of being scared to sleep at night not know if he is going to come into nmy room and do whatever he wants. i am tired of him. i am tired of everything. i just want to quit...quit everything all around me. oh god, if there is a god...please hear my cry, even if just this once for i dont know how much longer i can last. please....please hear me....help me.