someone like that can't survive

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by among the stars, Jul 20, 2008.

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  1. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    broke up w/ Brian - i will never have a long term relationship w/ anyone....i am not worth having anyway....all i do is hurt people...i have seen so much that i don't know how to handle the things that happen in my daily life...the arguments with my grandmother and the emotions that i am not allowed to express so they build and build til i cant handle them and they come out in dangerous hanging by a thread...everyday i am hanging onto life my short threads and i don't know how much longer i can stay and be able to cope with the way i feel....the anger and hatred i have for myself is eating away at me.....there is nothing inside but each day i feel less and less needed, and more worthless to the world around me...i guess i had a lot of choices of what to do back when all this started but now i have made all the wrong ones without the guidance of my mom or dad...ive spiraled down into a deep black bottomless whole where there isnt any light, just darkness, pain, suffering, torment, betrayal, anger, self hatred, violence and death.....those things make up who i am....and someone like that cant survive....
  2. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    :hug: I doubt all you do is hurt people... if you feel that way is there any way you can make it up to the people that you've hurt? Maybe they have moved on from whatever you done to hurt them and haven't held anything against you... maybe your self hate for yourself magnifies things and makes it easy for you to think you've hurt others, when you haven't. :hug:
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hello Forever.Scarred,
    Why don't you find somone (a professionsl) who you can talk to. I always recommend therapy because I am a firm beleiver that they help!!I am very suicidal and they have taught me how to deal with my thoughts.
    You say your parents are helpfull, so why not sit down with them and let them know you have something serious to talk to them about. You will probably be amazed at how much they care. You will also find that the forum is very supportive. There are alot of people here that you can talk to. Take Care,:chopper:
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