I'm posting this from my iPhone so I hope there aren't too many typos. I really need some support right now. Short story of what happened to me. I drive for a living. I also have major depression. Anyone who has read my few threads also knows I have a history of a suicide attempt. Well my job took it upon themselves to disqualify me for a year from driving because 1) I have major depression (which my psych said was under control) and 2) because I have a history of a suicide attempt. Consequently I have been on disability for the next year and I had to move back with my mom because I won't be making enough money to survive on my own for the next year. I haven't been home in 24 years. All this time I've been on my own and self sufficient. I feel like such a failure right now and I just feel worthless and stupid. I don't want to get desperate because I know how fast I can spiral down and I don't want to hurt myself. I just feel as a man I have failed myself and I don't see where I matter anymore. Please someone, anyone help me. Sorry if I sound whiny, I really don't mean to whine. I just am in a bad place right now. Please.