I need help. I need someone to talk too.
My life is falling apart.
I feel so alone in this world. My best friend/ex bf isn't there for me, and I have no one else to talk too.
My life is pointless and repetitive.
All I do is space out and escape through the internet, books, and tv.
The only thing that brings me any pleasure is food. I'm an emotional eater. I'm addicted to food...sugar, carbs, that rush of endorphins. And caffeine. I always have to have caffeine to feel "happy".
Tonight is a bad night. I can't stop crying. And I hate making this post because it makes me feel so selfish and pathetic, but I don't know what else to do...
My life is falling apart.
I feel so alone in this world. My best friend/ex bf isn't there for me, and I have no one else to talk too.
My life is pointless and repetitive.
All I do is space out and escape through the internet, books, and tv.
The only thing that brings me any pleasure is food. I'm an emotional eater. I'm addicted to food...sugar, carbs, that rush of endorphins. And caffeine. I always have to have caffeine to feel "happy".
Tonight is a bad night. I can't stop crying. And I hate making this post because it makes me feel so selfish and pathetic, but I don't know what else to do...