Someone please tell me how this is done long term

[Hopeiseverything]

So I know I will never have the guts to kill myself nor do I want to die. I have it all. The best Best husband, great kids, home, money, etc.....yet trauma destroyed everything. A few years back I remember walking in my neighborhood thinking how fortunate I was...now I struggle every day just to stay alive. Every day hurts.
I am in therapy and working with my doctor with meds but the thrill of life is gone for me....
to all you long term survivors of this, how do you keep at it....what is your secret? Thanks ❤️

 

[Lane]

So I know I will never have the guts to kill myself nor do I want to die. I have it all. The best Best husband, great kids, home, money, etc.....yet trauma destroyed everything. A few years back I remember walking in my neighborhood thinking how fortunate I was...now I struggle every day just to stay alive. Every day hurts.
I am in therapy and working with my doctor with meds but the thrill of life is gone for me....
to all you long term survivors of this, how do you keep at it....what is your secret? Thanks ❤️

Medicine. Going to outpatient treatment. The traumas I went through gave me the strength to survive. At times I feel that I wint let them win.

 

[Lane]

So I know I will never have the guts to kill myself nor do I want to die. I have it all. The best Best husband, great kids, home, money, etc.....yet trauma destroyed everything. A few years back I remember walking in my neighborhood thinking how fortunate I was...now I struggle every day just to stay alive. Every day hurts.
I am in therapy and working with my doctor with meds but the thrill of life is gone for me....
to all you long term survivors of this, how do you keep at it....what is your secret? Thanks ❤️

Sometimes you have to have nothing before you can appreciate what you have