You're in my thoughts. =] If you need to talk to someone, let me know.. Guessing the depression is spiking again?
I wish we all came with an owner's manual...but alas, it is trial and error, and since I am so imperfect, there has been lots of error...J
there are books on how to live, but its not really specific to a person, more generalized... for me I doubt I could follow the manual anyway...there's always exceptions to rules so...