someone talk to me

[plates]

i might not be able to say much but someone talk to me

 

[ZombiePringle]

Whats going on?

 

[plates]

i don't think i'll ever get over him. it's been a couple of years. sorry if this makes no sense. him= someone i fell for so badly a few years ago. he left after a year. i suppose he felt it was good for me or something. i don't even know if he's alive. the loss is way too much it's nearly killed me.

 

[ZombiePringle]

When you have such deep feelings for somebody its always very difficult to get over them. 2 years is really not too long. Everybody "grieves" at their own pace.

 

[absolution]

here if you need me hun. :hug: xx just pm me

 

[plates]

thank you for listening to me josh, sam.

i should try eat something or something..

 

[ZombiePringle]

that might help. Maybe go for a walk? could help you take your mind off things.

 

[plates]

i don't want/can't distract myself- what i'm going through is too intense.

i'm alone. and i suppose that's a good thing. the people who were around me before didn't care, or their care was an insult it was so insincere. there's absolutely no one who gives a flying fuck about my life or death. i'm glad in a way. i'd rather people be honest than be liars.

 

[ZombiePringle]

I guess sometimes it is best to think of the positives of every situation...

 

[plates]

i can't do this anymore. there's nobody there.

 

[WildCherry]

Just want you to know I'm here and listening.

 

[IV2010]

Just want you to know I'm here and listening.

I am too... :hugtackles:

 

[plates]

thank you
i'm freezing up inside. i'm probably gonna shut off soon. it's happened before.

there's nobody around or nobody i know or i've met who has any warmth. everybody's cold.

 

[plates]

thank you for your replies i really appreciate it. :hug: i'm slightly better atm. i'd been trying to escape how my heart has been for months.

 

[ZombiePringle]

Thats good to see you're doing better