I come home and sometimes I feel sad. I don't feel good enough or pretty enough. I started dieting and my friends think I am crazy. They say Ur too skinny already but I see the fat. I look at my baby sister an beg her not to turn out like me. I don't want to her to feel like I do. I can't say I love my body or the person I am but I know she loves me for me. When my boyfriend of 9 months broke up with me I was a mess. I was inlove and stupid. I told him everything and I thought he understood me. When we ended he told everyone my dirty little secrets. I was bullied and kicked around. Even through it all I still loved him. When I moved he an him got back together or about 6 months. I felt happy and like I could breath again. We ended and things went back to the usuall grind. Then in my new town I started being bullied cuz I wasn't like the other girls. I had ADHD and rumors went around saying I had aids. I tried to end it. It got to the point where I wasn't even excepted my my gym class. When picking teams I never got picked. I just sat in the corner and cried. I thought I was dead. Like I wanted to be. Then hen jr high ended the bullies still teased me. That when I started to cut. My friends all bailed on me and I was alone. All I had was my little baby sister. She was so adorable and I loved her. Being alone is still hard cuz I only see her every other weekend. She's all I have.