Alright, I'm new here, young, and alone. I've had depressive periods for a good few years now, plus mania. I just started college 3 weeks ago, and took on 4 hard subjects. I met two new, yet amazing people too. Let's just call them Awesome1 and Awesome2. They're both two years older than I, and I've only known them now for a week and four days. But both have already started to help. But, lately, being a "hormonal teen", as I was once described by a doctor *cough* DICK *cough* I've fallen for someone, and I'm completely taken by them, they're actually AMAZING and I love them. But have recently been ignoring me, even though, they know nothing of my feelings for them, but we've always been close, like really really close, and she never ignores me. It's an absolute killer to me, really. I have gotten suicidal thoughts, but I'm strong enough to pull through them, normally. Any advice, or even just talk about experiences you've also had? Thanks.