hi, like I said on your visitor message I think the best thing would be to call an amulance and go to the hospital, also tell them about the abuse, if you have bruises show them to the authorities so they can help...maybe they will find you a safe home...
loving your parents is great, but if they are abusing you, you have a right to protect yourself...and I bet you, you'll feel an awful lot better afterwards...
here if you need to talk