Someone will go through my laptop

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by ASkylitDrive, Feb 2, 2010.

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  1. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    When I'm gone, and they will see this.
    Its a better method that writing on paper...then the people on here wont know what happened.

    <Mod Edit: IrishDoll, suicide note>
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  2. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    I'm doing this because I'm giving up. My whole life was a failure. I did nothing right.
    I'm scared to walk in the halls. Scared of a man touching me. I can't socialize...I can't be a normal girl
    My mom hit me hurt so bad. She jsut kept coming back and slapping me, punching me, kicking me. I didn't even know why.
    And I'm so weak that I just took it. I didn't even cry until she left.

    my spirit is already dead...and hopefully when I follow I can get it back in the afterlife.
  3. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Right now you need to listen to me.

    YOU are ACUTELY suicidal.

    YOU are NOT thinking clearly, and NOT okay.

    RIGHT NOW you NEED to get yourself SERIOUS help.

    Get whatever method you have FAR away, and call for EMERGENCY services.

    They will NOT blow you off, think you're stupid, or whatever.

    You CANNOT yet say you are done with because you are 16 and you HAVEN'T gotten TRUE help yet.

    If you call 911 and GET TO THE HOSPITAL they can get you help get started on it something, anything is better than what you are doing.

    I apologize for caps but this is a situation where I can't beat around the bush because I take you seriously and this sounds serious to me.
  4. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry Brandon...
  5. SaidDave

    SaidDave Banned Member

    ugh. don't go. it can get better. don't let people bother you.
  6. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    How David?
    You can't say that because you aren't psychic...You can't see into the future..
  7. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I am not just IMPLORING you right now, I am also TELLING you as a friend that your thoughts are NOT okay!!!

    Bad frame of mind!

    You're UPSET. Upset people make MISTAKES. BAD mistakes.

    I don't know how to get any more clear...

    911!!!! NOW!!!!
  8. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Neither are you!
  9. SaidDave

    SaidDave Banned Member

    No I am not but you do have some control over your future. It's hard but the payoff can be great. And the people who tell you that you're going to end up a certain way aren't psychic either.
  10. morning rush

    morning rush Well-Known Member

    hi, like I said on your visitor message I think the best thing would be to call an amulance and go to the hospital, also tell them about the abuse, if you have bruises show them to the authorities so they can help...maybe they will find you a safe home...

    loving your parents is great, but if they are abusing you, you have a right to protect yourself...and I bet you, you'll feel an awful lot better afterwards...

    here if you need to talk
  11. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    Couldn't have said it better myself! Brandon is absolutely right, please listen to all of us.
  12. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    you need to call someone right away. we all love you here. god bless you, my good friend.
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