ugh..so something happened yesterday..and i cant talk about it and im hurt. i might be taking it the wrong way but after everything thats happened and..... i cant do this...its been on my mind all night, ive cried and anxiety kicked in..i cant cope anymore. its just over, ill wait for everyone to go to bed and use the one method that cant fail. everyone has hurt me. never ever trust a single person. i really hope these are my last few hours...its just...all over. this last thread is just getting my thoughts clear, nt to change my mind but so someone somewhere knows..and maybe people will find this and see how much i have struggled all these years.