Something I Don't Understand

[emotional_girl]

It's kinda funny if you think about it, but I don't understand why I'm still so scared of snakes even though I want to die. I've always had a phobia of snakes, but because I want to die so badly, you would think I would want a poisonous snake to come up and bite me so I would die, but I'm still scared to death of snakes. Just a though I had, I thought I would share it with y'all.

 

[Terry]

Nope this makes perfect sense.
No matter how much I might have wanted to die, no way would I want to die by a spider.
Absolutely loathe spiders and the thought of one getting close enough to bite me gives me the wiggins :laugh:

 

[emotional_girl]

Cool, glad to know I'm not alone in this phobia issue.
Thanks for replying.

 

[total eclipse]

don't even get me near a bat i can't go outside in the night time for fear one flies at me

 

[emotional_girl]

Thanks, Total Eclipse! Y'all are helping me feel a lot better about the phobia issue!

 

[lightbeam]

I'm the same with spiders... ick!

 

[emotional_girl]

Thanks, Lightbeam.

 

[tweetypie]

Im scared of heights which makes me against jumping definately ! Although atm im trying to be more pro life and against everything fatall!!

 

[emotional_girl]

I wish I could be more pro-life. I try but the depression is so stong right now, I just really don't want to be alive. Sometimes, I feel like I'm just hanging around here waiting to die.

 

[tweetypie]

Thats natural especially if you have severe depression. Do you have medication and support ? Those are both big helps. If you do it might be an idea to have your medication checked/changed. Once you get a decent medication it makes all the diference.

 

[emotional_girl]

My husband doesn't want me to be on anti-depressants or in counseling. We can't afford it anyway.