I've been at SF probably nearly 2 years, in that time I made SF my world, I did nothing but come here and try to post to as many threads and support in anyway I could, even giving out my MSN to anyone who needed to talk had over 100 people that got it off here on my list. I would wake up get on here, stay on here for hours, go to sleep then get on here. I've put every bit of my strength into trying to support people and keep them alive and to get them to see that life may get better and help them find a way to get help. Out of all of this I at one time when I wasn't so bad replied to every post made. Out of all of this I'd think that people would atleast give a fuck or care whether i'm alive or dead. I was even there for people who were rude and disrespectful to me, I tried so hard, and to think that I leave and a caring person makes a post for me out of the kindness of there heart that people would atleast care enough to say "Sorry" or "Take care" or "Hang in there" out of all I've tried here and no-one gives a flying f*ck about me and that's fine. I gave what I had, draned myself for people and no-one can care less. That's fine. It' hurts to give all you have and get nothing at all which shows you that no-one cares, I could die tonight and would anyone care?? No. That's fine. Perfectly fine. I'm done. Bye.