I guess I just did. Well, I'm 19. And I think I am having the peak of my genital stage (Freud's psychosexual staging). And because I am a virgin and more importantly, I never had a boyfriend, I resort to, you know, doing it to myself. Which becomes really obsessive and I regret so much afterwards. Can you imagine me blushing? Oh, well. I don't know how to stop this. I mean, when I read books or see movies that the characters are doing things, I can't help but... I guess my hormones are functioning too well that I just can't stop... I really need to stop this because it's not just right. In the eyes of God and if other people I know would know about this. Eew. So, any suggestion on how I can control this? I hope you'll not be grossed out by me.