Been job hunting, and now a friend of mine is setting up a job interview for me where she works. Instead of being happy that I may finally have a chance at getting a job I am worried out of my mind with so much anxiety. I am playing the "what if" game. What if I do not like it, what if I do not like the hours, what if I do not get to see my friends anymore, what if I cannot do a good job, what if, what if, what if, on and on. I mean I should be happy and optimistic that I may have a chance, but instead I am not. Why? Is it the depression talking, is it low self esteem, why am I like this?