I am far too young and growing up too fast. I'm not ready to move forward but I'm ready to move on. I am ill prepared for life and forced to live it. I'm plenty ready to die and highly discouraged. I know this is the sight you go for help, encouragement, support but I'm sick of it. I tired of hearing "Do something else, don't feel that way, you're better than you think." But I cannot produce the person you think is there. If you're going to say "You're too good to kill yourself," don't bother. You can't convince me and I'm sick of you trying. I've fallen far behind and my dreams will be hard pressed to come true. For once, someone out there, don't try to cheer me up, relate.