something to keep me alive

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by roews, Aug 16, 2006.

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  1. roews

    roews Member

    hi , i was formally known as roewanne rowanne and feked i apologize but i finally found me. you can still call me roe.

    but i will look at this thread every day till i am no longer a threat to myself.
    oh ps i express myself with lyrics.
    you need to stay alive one more day till this passes. one moment at a time


    Boyz II Men - A Song for Mama Lyrics



    You taught me everything and everything you've given me
    I always keep it inside
    You're the driving force in my life, ey, yeah
    There isn't anything or anyone that I can be
    And it just wouldn't feel right
    If I didn't have you by my side, oh

    You were there for me to love and care for me
    When skies were gray
    Whenever I was down, you were always there
    To comfort me

    And no one else can be what you have been to me
    You will always be
    You will always be the girl in my life
    For all times

    Mama, mama you know I love you (I love you, ooh, you know I love you)
    Mama, mama your the queen of my heart
    Your love is like tears from the stars (Yes, it is)
    Mama I just want you to know
    Lovin' you is like food to my soul (Yes, it is, yes, it, is, oh... oh... oh...)
    (Yes, it is, yes, it is, yes it, is, oh... oh... oh...

    You're always down for me have always been around for me
    Even when I was bad
    You showed me right from my wrong, yes, you did
    And you took up for me when everyone was downin' me
    You always did understand
    You gave me strength to go on

    There was so many times
    Looking back when I was so afraid
    And then you come to me and say to me
    I could face anything

    And no one else can do what you have been doin' for me
    You'll always be
    You will always be
    The girl in my life, woo, oh

    Mama, mama you know I love you (You know I love you, you know I love you)
    Mama (Hoo), mama your the queen of my heart (You are)
    Your love is like tears from the stars (Your love is like tears from the stars)
    Mama I just want you to know (Ooh, mama I just want you to know)
    Lovin' you is like food to my soul, oh

    Never gonna go a day without you, ooh...
    Fills me up just thinkin' 'bout you
    I'll never go a day without my mama

    Mama (You know), mama (Mama) you know I love you
    (You know I love you, ooh... oh... ooh...)
    Mama, mama your the queen of my heart (The queen of my heart)
    Your love is like (Say your love) tears from the stars (Your love is like tears from the stars)
    Mama (Mama) I just want you to know (Whoa, ma-mama, mama)
    Lovin' you is like food to my soul (Lovin' you is like food to my soul)

    Bom, bom, bom (Oh... ho... oh... oh...)
    Bom, bom, bom (Yeah... yeah...)
    (You are the food to my soul)
    (Yes, you are)

     
  2. roews

    roews Member

    stay alive for the little ones , is my advice to myself, and others you are there dreams, there futures, stay with them for always.
     
  3. roews

    roews Member

    i dont want my siggy to be offensive if you find it offensive please pm me and i will remove it. love you all daisies. hugs all around.
     
  4. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am glad you found a reason roe. A purpose. I hope we can all find one. :hug: :rose: :rose:
     
  5. tre_tas

    tre_tas Member

    It's funny, cos I don't know that song, but reading those lyrics, reminded me of a song called "I'm Alive" by written by a band called Helloween, back in 1987. I don't know if you know it? (most 80's Heavy Metal fans in Europe know it :biggrin: ).
    It's also funny because I convinced my wife to listen to this song everyday when she had a bad depression (and I knew that she might be getting suicidal). And now it's she who's is the cause for my depression...

    I think I'll take my own advise and listen to this song now for myself while I read this post...

    Helloween - I'm Alive Lyrics

    You, you say, you have lost the way
    Got no aim, just livin' for today
    Look up to the sky above
    And see the morning sun again
    You got so much power inside
    So cry it out my friend

    I'm alive! I'm alive!
    I'm alive! I'm alive!

    There's no use in hangin' all around
    You're a king, can't you see your crown?
    Look into my eyes
    So many things are waiting to be done
    You just need a friend
    Together we will sing along

    I'm alive! I'm alive!
    I'm alive! I'm alive!

    Look into my eyes
    So many things are waiting to be done
    You just need a friend
    Together we will sing along

    I'm alive! I'm alive!
    I'm alive! I'm alive!
    I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!​
     
  6. Just_visiting

    Just_visiting Well-Known Member

    ROE!!! :hug:
    I have missed talking to you, (my fault cos i havent been around). I am glad you are still holding on.
    Take care *big hugs*
    L1
     
  7. roews

    roews Member

    i love you lonely hugs, and tre tas i pray you find purpose to fight your depression i am always here for both of you and gentle i love you hon.
    hugs daisies for all of you i missed you to jess one moment at a time and hopefully i will make it. hopefully WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS.


    HUGS ALWAYS
    ROE.
     
  8. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    No-one ever made me feel
    That i could make it
    Lord no-one ever gave me anything,
    All they did was take it.
    No-one, no-one, ever held my hand
    When i needed them to
    Oh no, nobody but you

    Nobody but you
    Nobody but you
    Nobody
    Nobody but you

    No-one ever looked inside,
    At whats happening around me
    I tell you, everytime i felt lost
    No-one ever found me
    No-one, no-one ever cried for me,
    When my dreams fell through
    Oh no, no, nobody but you

    Nobody but you
    Nobody but you
    Nobody
    Nobody but you

    No-one ever said (lean on me)
    No-one ever told me (you've got a friend)
    No, nobody said, i'll be your shelter (ooh)
    When there's troubled waters,
    I'm gonna be there (be there)
    Oh be there (be there) oh 'til the end
    No no no, nobody but you

    Nobody but you
    Nobody but you
    Nobody
    Nobody but you
     
  9. roews

    roews Member

    nightmares is that a song or a poem let me know ok
    hugs and daisies
    love roe.
     
  10. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    song, ruby turner and jools holland
     
  11. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Hi Roe!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Hun great to see you around!!!!!!!!!! i missed you so much and i really do hope we talk soon!!!!!!!!!Massive kath hugs if wanted!!!!i hope your feeling at least a little better!!!! Hang on in htere hun!!!!You can do this,your so valuable and a great person and friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Please stick with us..

    Take care
    kath
     
  12. roews

    roews Member

    sorry kath, my time on sf is ended.
    thanks for missing me.
    i apologize for whatever i have ever done to any of you. i have done my best to be supportive and loving and kind to each of you.i have spent my nights with some of you untill my daughter woke up. i have done what i felt was right and somehow always end up with the wrong end of the stick heres to all your anger and hurt,
    hurt me once i my fault hurt me twice i am feked up.

    see you
    bye
    roe

    to those who i love sorry hugs
     
  13. roews

    roews Member

    i am gone i have disabled the pm sorry to those that i love
     
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