What is the difference between believing one day you will be better or atleast able to live with ones mental health issues and suicidal urges. Hoping that for even one day you can actually live. Hoping that one day your thoughts and urges take care of all your false hopes and beliefs and end your life. Me personally two mean prolonged torture and one is my answer and I've had over 20 years to ponder these. I know the right answer for me. Being here only makes me once again feel unworthy and very alone. So to a very short stop over... hello and goodbye.