Atleast once a day I think I want to quit on life. I'm not exactly in jeopardy of suicide but often times I don't want to be here because I don't like this world. Right now nothing feels very fulfilling, everything feels so empty. Even my hobbies aren't very fulfilling. I don't really like my life, all my life really I've always wanted to be someone else. I guess my biggest fear is that I won't get anything out of life as the years go by. I fear I won't accomplish goals and dreams which would be traumatizing and I think at that point I will have wished that I would have gone through with suicide all those years back so that I wouldn't have to endure that pain later on. I don't really know why life is this way and why the world isn't a better place but all I know is that it makes me sad.